Hopeless Case!
This whole day light savings time is making me off, lagged and odd. Coming to work today, I found myself unenergized despite entering into "stimulating" and therapeutic conversations with my clients. I usually find them amusing and interesting, exploring the delusional systems particularly with "jane doe" a 65 year old woman, who requested an urgent appointment with me. My day started with her answering machine messages, telling me how she wants to be involved with this "other man" who ironically is a fragment of her imagination. I mean give me a break now…how can you actually have sex with a man who is invisible, non existing, life less, and totally is out of this world–with some pun intended. (unless of course for your own personal gain–you folks know what i mean..ahah)but seriously, how can I ever convince this woman that "this man" is not at all in this face of the earth! ( proven after thorough investigations back up by Docs ofcourse.) For "jane doe" this is more a crisis, that can gradually be solved by urgent reality check. And what am I supposed to do as her therapist??? Damn, people, I work as a therapist and not a pimp!
She describes her inner thoughts as seemingly real, and untainted by any false information that I have provided her. (how rude!–then why attend my sessions then?) It does make me wonder, now a 65 year old woman with 2 grown up children and a "boring" husband..it all makes sense, this woman is repressed, and delusional of course!!! My only hope is not to be as close as this 65 year old woman when I get to that stage… as what that say "unleash your inner sanctum!"
In the mean time, all I can focus on is how to get rid of my tired and sleepy eyes. This day light savings screwed me, it also screwed the thinking and the utterly delusional materials of jane doe. Another hopeless case!